complicated relationship

im facing serious exam this year ,but a lot of things suddenly happened to me...
im still waiting him..by the way, my exx-school frd-a smart ,intelligent but had a lots of bad attitude guy who have a crush on me!!what should i do?perhaps i gonna meke him feel dissapointed but ,im not going to make a lots of people feel sad and i know that kind of feeling is not good and that will influenced myself also.....
suddenly,i wanna rush through the sea and shout as loud as i can..
An ordinary girl like me ,i just want to have a simple life,perhaps....
i dont know how to start a relationship,and i dont wanna start also,because its complicated!!-.-

sob

That rainy day, i had recieve his roses...
This rainy day,he block me on messenger..
In future,maybe he will say sorry to me,
Or maybe will forget me forever...
Can someone tell me what actually guy thinking for?

~sob~

Hi..

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Think I might keep on using this as my main blog!